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sᴇᴠᴇʀᴜs. ([personal profile] darkart) wrote2016-02-03 09:37 pm

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SEVERUS SNAPE

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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-09 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
I am still afraid. But the fear of losing control and hurting someone is greater.
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-10 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Practice. And to find more positive outlets for it than vengeance and murder.
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-10 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
I have heard that these past months. It has been difficult to believe, admittedly. Robin Hood says he has seen it used to heal in his realm.

Yes. Believe it or not, sir, I am sorry for my conduct then. Are descendants of nymphs like my mother's family common?
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-10 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
I remember my grandmother mentioning a manner to ease the pain of a woman in childbed with it. But that was long ago. I am most interested in that sort of thing.

I know that if I wish it to rain, I can make it do so. Or conjure a fog. I can curse someone, and they will die, if I wish. My mother never taught me to divine and influence the future, but my grandmother and she spoke of that, too while I was young.

I had thought myself alone. It is somewhat of a comfort.
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-11 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
( that word makes her wince and cringe visibly on her end. )

Or hiding in plain sight, I suppose. My grandmother's line is of Burgundy. She was put on trial for it not once but twice. And when my Uncle George accused my mother, my father had him drowned in a barrel of wine.

I.. I know. That being mainly a result of the Church, is it not? The same reason I have been frightened to say aught of it. They do not tell us what manner of people the accused are.

It might not seem like much, but I do not support the mistreatment of any person, by the Church or any monarch.


( yeah, it's extremely palpable. and she can't be offended by something that is basically true; only basically, because what she's just said is also the truth. her ancestors and some of her immediate relatives might have been terribly people. the church she has been raised within might be a terribly organization; but she might hope that those things do not make her a horrible person by association. )
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-11 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
You are right. People are what they are, and think as they think. It will not change. And my words mean naught.

( her mother is a prime example of this. all she cares about his having a crown on her head. no matter if she must step upon the heads of her own children. quite literally, in some cases. )

Because I have only ever seen my mother use her own abilities to kill. And once, I helped her. After the murder of my brother Edward, we cursed the line of his murderer. From what Ilde has told me, it was Henry Tudor. Whom she says I will marry.

I have cursed my own child. That is my own sin and shame. I will die with it. But I will never do the like again.
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-11 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
( there will be no such horror. with her granddaughter's presence onboard making it rather impossible to speak of without undue awkwardness, she will not say so. but he and his horrible eldest daughter shall not be able to exist in order to become sources of horror stories. )

Yes, I know. And I will not attempt to curse anyone again while I live.

I would be most glad to learn how to make them. It might take time. Control is something I have naught of in such matters.
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-12 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I will be diligent in doing so. When may I begin?

( she doesn't have such confidence in herself. not yet. that will come in time and with practice. )
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[personal profile] skjalf 2014-09-12 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Very well. Thank you.